AHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I feel like I am on the cusp of so much right now. I am in the stage of possibility...nothing is concrete. SO even though I want to talk about things, I cant. I dont want to jinx ANYTHING that might happen in the next few days, week, or month. After that, I will be thrilled to talk about the stuff that is on the tip of my tongue, but I'm too scared to say aloud what I am hoping will happen. 

So...we shall wait. 

I hope not for too long because as exciting as "being in limbo" can be sometimes, it is also very stressful. And when I am stressed, I just want to eat and be lazy!!!!!! 

Both things are very bad when I'm trying to lose weight.

 So I'm going to make a public prayer to help all of this lol:

Dear God,

Please help me find what I want, so I can stop stressing and eating and stressing and eating. 

Thanks in advance!!

Betsy

ps Thank you for my life. It's awesome!

Ok I'm done. Time to make lunch hahaha.

<3

B