New Facebook

Part of me wants to create a brand new Facebook profile, with a fake name, just so I can post whatever I freaking want! Naked pictures, curse words, etc...stuff that I would never post in a million years.  It would be like a whole new me.  Maybe I should just change my life. But how do I do that? I guess I would need a car to do that. I should just buy a car. Screw getting a job and being responsible! No but seriously, I need a new me/life. I want to wear cute scarves, jackets, BOOTS!, have wavy hair, be thin...I can do that, right? I already have some cute scarves and jackets. Now I just need the boots, learn to curl my hair, and lose a little more weight. Did I mention Ive already lost 30 lbs. this year?? Its great! Ive never lost weight in my life, let alone 30 lbs.!! So I feel more confident about myself, and I just want to have cute clothes to wear. I want to be cute again.  All my friends, Adam, and some guys I know say that I am cute, but I dont see it. I want to feel good about myself, and I really think cute new outfits with BOOTS are the way to go!!!! Maybe I will still make that fake Facebook though, just for fun ;)

Sorry that all of my posts are so "stream-of-thought" like.